What do you do MIW and how long have you been doing it?
You may like to watch Bob Proctor's video - How to change a Paradigm.
I've been following Bob's teaching for a long time now. He's the real deal.
Enjoy.
Just to add to the above website, another site I found quite interesting & useful in allowing me an early exit of the rat race, was - Early Retirement Extreme.
Enjoy!
I attained early retirement last year. Took me 14 years to do it.
I live life in the present by helping others to attain the same.
Maybe try shifting the focus from you onto helping someone else.