We can go into my istuiation and options etc, I'd love to discuss it seriously, but I think that'sa whole other topic than this thread
Agreed - you've chosen your type of wagon and you're sitting there waiting.
The lame donkey you had it hitched up to, decided to abandon you half way round the first lap. Now is the time to simply clean up the previous donkey's mess and stand there waiting for another lame donkey to come along, hitch your wagon to that and start rolling around the track again.