Dear Ruby.
This is strange, writing to someone I have never met, but I too have a Matt and I cannot imagine how I would cope if one of my boys went through what your Matt has gone through, and to not make it through.... Reading your post I just sat here in shock, though I don't know you at all.
When I read things like this, it makes me regret the silly arguments we all have and try to be a bit mellow about the stupid little things we argue about and say and do because.... we don't know what is around the corner.
Thinking of you and your family.
Wylie