To feed my ego and superiority complex
Might be (uncomfortably?) close to the truth for me!! .
I was listening to a seminar regarding Purpose and relating your "level" of Purpose to the Maslow Hierarchy of Needs.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow's_hierarchy_of_needs
I believe I have passed the need for Survivial and that of the need for Security (have enough wealth to support these needs).
I therefore believe that at this point in time, I am operating somewhere in the region between the Level of Belonging and the Level of Esteem.
While I get along well with the current social/work/family circle, I think there is a sense of being the "big fish in the small pond". So the sense of Belonging to that particular group is starting to break, and a need to belong in a different group (with different aspirations/values) is starting to assume itself.
At the same time, the need to be respected, both by others and myself (self-respect/confidence), the need for recognition, is becoming a stronger driver - i.e. the needs of the Level of Esteem.
While I have some ideas forming for what I want to do at the level of self-actualization, I believe that for my immediate future, the drivers will be in that Belonging/Esteem level.
Cheers,
The Y-man