I am feeling that negative gearing isn’t working for me anymore. It worked for me when I started, as I was extremely motivated, obsessed and didn’t mind going without and not travelling. As much as I don’t want to sell an IP I feel that my negatively geared portfolio is stopping me from being who I want to be and how I want my life. But in saying this, I started investing in property to give me choices and future freedom.
Exactly !!! You start out thinking, "I'm going to buy a few of these, set myself up, and then these things will 'look after me'.....what a clever little sausage I am".
A couple of years down the track, depending on how much free cashflow your job enables you to throw at them, you accumulate a few and find yourself with a few dead albatross around your neck, where you constantly feel like you are pumping all of your spare cash and time and stress into these deflated albatross...thinking..."so when are these supposed to actually look after me ??"
If you don't eventually call a halt to the gaggle of dead weight around your neck, your friendly Bank taps you on the shoulder and says, "frankly, I think that's enough dead weight around your neck for now, you're going purple around the gills, how about you call it quits for now and try and get back on your feet."
The little investor inside, spurned on by all those magnificent networking seminars and stories regaled of past real estate conquests spurs you on "NO !! Lump another one on, I can still breathe a little, I'm not that purple around the face am I ?? I'll pull a double shift, I'll give up Xmas, I'll put the kids in an orphanage, just please please please allow me to carry another albatross dead weight around my neck....they'll grow wings soon and all will be good. Trust me"
Did you come to a cross roads in your life where you found what was supposed to improve your life actually restricted you?
Yes....May 2004....I finally realised that even with my large international contracting personal income, breathing extreme amounts of fresh oxygen into my investing system, it took only 7 heavy albatross slung aroung my neck to choke me completely.
I got rid of the heaviest dead albatross, vowed never again to buy a dead albatross, and started buying eagles that actually lifted me up.
The eagles were what I envisioned at the start of my investing career....but just didn't know what an eagle actually looked like. I'd grown up with dead albatrosses, only knew about dead albatrosses, and all of my friends / family / associates only ever bought dead albatrosses.
I just wasn't smart enough to realise what an eagle was, so I did what everyone else around me did, load myself with dead albratoss and hoped it allowed me to soar with the eagles.
It never did.
It clearly still doesn't....as you've now discovered.