I am not sure what the emotion is - embarrassment? Self conscious? Shame? threatened? I am unsure what the exact emotion is but it leaves me feeling uncertain whther its best just to keep quiet, keep vague or I dunno. Am I the only one who feels like this?
Ignoring my flippant replies at the start of the thread, my real answer to these questions is maybe all those emotions, with a few more chucked in like pride of achievement and secrecy.
In the past 10 years or so, I feel like I am leading a double life. It didn't feel that way for the first 5 years of investing cos we were basically doing what everyone else was doing and it just felt completely normal.
It wasn't until the "little property thing we have going on, on the side" started to become significant that the emotion changed from one of so-so humdrum to hey this is gathering momentum and starting to look OK.
That's when it became a tad shameful to talk about it, a tad boastful and usually came across as skiting to either family members or friends. It wasn't the tone or inflection, it was the raw numbers that started to become embarrassing or unsociable. We stopped talkign numbers.
When you're in a social setting, it's fine to listen to someone excitedly say that they just put down a deposit on their first little unit. People congratulate, people say "well good for you", people start to ask secondary questions because they can relate to it and have their own frame of reference on which to categorize and box the info. No problem. It falls comfortably within their remit.
To stand there and say that you and the wife are so excited cos just this morning you've put a deposit down on a small mine or a power station or an industrial jetty complex......I can guarantee it'll kill the conversation stone dead. People cannot relate, it doesn't fit anywhere in their frame of reference. You are instantly classed as weird or abnormal.
So what do you do ?? Keep it to yourself. Sit down and shut up. That's great - in a social setting whilst others are merrily chatting away about blocks they are sub-dividing, or spent all morning putting up a lovely beige set of curtains whilst reno-ing their newly acquired doer-upper......you have to sit in the corner and appear to be a complete boring deadsh1t.
Another aspect is the facade at work you need to keep up. Whilst most of the people in the office are engaged in corridor chit chat about how their job sucks and the boss is a domineering socially inept pr1ck, you're quietly managing this "monster on the side" that you daren't divulge to anyone else you might offend or intimidate someone, especially if it's someone higher up the food chain.
I can tell ya, it's frustrating sitting at work preparing financial paperwork for authorisation, and all of this nonsense with counter signatures and approvals process gets going, until it goes to the very top and the CEO signs off on it. Big fanfare and hulla-balloo, then you realise all of that was about a third of what you and the wife signed off last night when closing the latest deal. You sit back and go....what was all that carry on at work for ??
I think it's good to talk about your activities, and divulging a certain amount of fin. info doesn't do any harm. We were interviewed in past years where the 'piece of paper in the front window' was put up. Big deal, nothing came of it. It bears no relation to what the situation is now.
The data mining does worry me a little, but then I'm not exactly sure what the faceless IT guru can get and what they can physically or legally do with any info they do get. I know they'd be extremely hard pressed to change any of the names on the original title deeds or scrip, and at the end of the day, that's where major source of wealth and income stems from for most people I'd imagine.
All of my solicitors, Bankers and accountants reckon I'm absolutely nuts for even contributing one iota to this forum.....but then, none of them are red hot investors, and none of them have significant wealth....so I'm not about to follow them too much.
Anyway GoAnna, I reckon you should be proud of what you and GoMichael have achieved. Cheers.