And... ha! It turns out you were completely wrong and I'm not lazy or lacking in self-control... phew! Right? But I do appreciate you pointing that out
It turns out all I was lacking was preparation and planning. Since your motivating post, each day I have made an eating plan and plan to make sure I have the food to eat. I have found it very easy to stick to with 2 exceptions in a couple of weeks. First was a movember morning tea that I didn't plan for because I didn't know that it was on. The second time was when I didn't know when dinner would be and picked until dinner time. It doesn't bother me. I would rather "blow out" twice in a couple of weeks than a couple of times a day. Having gone through the process of planned eating, I can see that the only real issue I had before was unplanned eating. Now that I have my unplanned eating under control, my overall nutrition is fine in balance and volume. I feel great too, so thanks for that!
To all my cycling buddies Im known as 'NegaCoach' (Negative Coaching). I lightheartedly dig at them when they upload their rides (Strava - kind of like Facebook for cyclists/Runners) or when we are out on the bike etc.
NegaCoach brings the best out of you through negative reinforcement, ridicule, humiliation, emotional torment and harsh criticism.
Basically I tell people 'You Suck!'
. It is solely banter, but to the highest degree! Tough love - without the love. I have however, through this lighthearted banter, got people motivated to go the extra mile. Example: When someone uploads a ride and they have done for instance 94km or something, I let rip about how soft they are for not getting to 100km etc etc. So now, not wanting to be on the end of a social torment amonst friends, many are rounding up to get to a neat number, or getting over the 3hr mark, or climbing x amount of metres elevation etc! Nothing pleases NegaCoach, but they try.
So the moral of the whle story is; sometimes we need to see a critisism or a reality check to see the perspective of another to get that light bulb moment.
Not saying you needed that (because we all know that some people around here are a little precious and probably couldnt handle a NegaCoach in their lives), but some people dont get motivated until they have been told what others really think - and I like to ask the questions that others wont, or tell it how it is.
My explanation has probably confused the hell out of you, and lost in the context, but good on you for getting a move on with your eating.
pinkboy